if there is one thing i can ever thank you for its for making you another lesson learned. Next time i know not to get into it. thanks for that. Thats all i have to thank you for.
i hope you know you make no sense. people come and go every day of peoples lives. learn to accept it and learn what you did was wrong. if you wanted me in your life that bad you wouldnt have lied like you did and you wouldnt have sought out the attention you were looking for. learn from your mistakes and move on. i do not hate you nor will i ever hate you. I hate what you became. I hate the fact that you simply lied to me the way you did thinking i would never find out. i hate you for that. putting my trust in you and you letting me down just like many people have done before. Thats life. Ive accepted it. Now its time for you to accept that i am gone and im never coming back. ever. I told you i do not want liars in my life and i kept my word. thats why you lost me.
I wonder when you’ll ever realize that Im perfectly fine without you. You think youre the only person in this world whose ever had their heart broken. You tried to break up friendships. Why would I ever want someone like that in my life. You lied and you took me for granted. Who does that? Certainly not a friend. I have never been so disappointed in someone in my whole life. I have my FAMILY who ultimately means the world to me and yes i complain about them but at the end of the day they are all i need in my life. Ive gotten through my whole life without you and so havnt you. This shouldnt be that difficult. People go their seperate ways. Since all this happened ive been more stressed out then anything. I still am because i find out the things you say whether you think i do or not…ever heard of that expression girls find out everything? Apparently not! I am moving on in my life without you. Life is not this difficult. I only need my family and softball. Thats what makes me happy.
Family is the only thing i need! <3